To Those

To those who wake up every morning and struggling with dark mind,

I know get up every morning is not easy, it is not because you are lazy, that darkness inside your mind right when you wake up somehow creates anxiety that makes you even more barely to get up from bed. You wished to disappear while you were sleeping but you are not.

I love the way you struggle and create your own energy.

To those who wake up every morning and struggling, maybe your death can be today or tomorrow. But I saw you were dead inside yesterday, no one showing their grief over your death. hahaha You see, you are alive, you have another day to live.

To those who wake up every morning and struggling, you are questioning what is it life for. You won’t get the answer now, do not trying harder to find the answer. Life is funny sometimes, it doesn’t always give you reason but you have to do it anyway.

To those who wake up every morning and struggling, you are anxious in crowded place you think you need to stop being anxious, and you cursing a lot because you are incapable to handle it. It doesn’t matter how many times you are being anxious, remember you will survive it anyway. Enjoy it, if you can not control it.

To those who wake up every morning and struggling, you think you are failed. You don’t if you already tried. If you still call lesson as failure, baby you can consider it as life’s mark. It’s okay to have scars, you are beautiful. Just like the sky with the dark colors.

To those who wake up every morning and struggling,

You are fine.

Sorry, for not helping.

December 7, 2016

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