My lecturer approximately told us this :
“I was like other people, do what I can do. I am not that big, it is kind of destiny. It demands me to have that way.”
That lecture was a great student and snatched double degree at the same time and still capable to bear best student title on her phase.
If I may say, put your best effort in life. Leave it behind. Let the universe show you the way. Don’t forget to pray.